Innocence of a Woman

Innocence of a Woman   Things have changed forever more. Time has stood still. No longer am I the little girl that I used to be. The memories will remain close in my heart, but the Innocence is gone forever. Through time, marriage and children, so much knowledge has been gained. And yet so many questions still remain. Will the answers ever unfold? Attitude and thoughts are now conceived so differently. Who are the real friends, and who are the real enemies? Who and what are the real priorities? Will you still lose yourself trying to do for everyone else? I think not, the most valuable lesson you have learned, Your soul needs nourishing too. But which path you take to do so, only you can decide. The impact may be great, but I shall stay strong. I now carry myself in a different way. Some say for good, others say for worse. But as long as I know and remember my reflections of yesterday, Then I am the one who will say. Emotions are so high, and so low, and in between, I run fast, and chase them all day. Never really knowing which one will be caught. At this point and time in my life, I have certainly been put to the test, But I can still try to do my very best. There are still thoughts that I hold on to, I still have my angels guiding me safely. And I know that there will always be a rainbow after the storm, And that tomorrow will be a different day, beginning with a new sunrise. And with each person that has true passion and unconditional love for me, Will remain by my side to help catch me if I shall fall or call. Through all the changes that have taken place, I know I still have my saving Grace. I shall be aware, and hopefully better prepared for the years ahead. They also will bring more change. Is that not what time is suppose to do? But I shall survive even if the little girl has vanished, I can still reflect back on my wonderful memories. After all if it were not for her, I could not be the woman I am today. Even though her voice will always haunt me, Now is the time, to say goodbye to the Innocence of my childhood, And really concentrate and savor the Innocence of my womanhood.